Another new year, another new day

I haven’t been updating this blog as much as I had hoped to, or as much as I had liked to. It’s not about the lack of material to blog about. There are many things, ordinary things, in my day-to-day life that are fascinating blogging material. Yet I often come up blank when I log into WordPress everyday.

Somehow, I don’t see myself when I see this blog. It was as if I couldn’t decide who I was. Sometimes my posts are wordy, sometimes they are full of pictures, and sometimes they are just plain silly. The format, the style, the look… everything was a jumble. When I look at it, I don’t see me.

So I’ve decided to start a whole new blog again. And this time, I’m not gonna worry about maintaining anonymity so much that I hesitate every time I blog about something that I think may give people hints about who I am. And I’m also going to blog more about the different things that interest me: movies, music, shopping, etc.

When I started this blog, I was bitter and angsty, angry at the world and at myself.

So I decided that my new blog will reflect my new outlook on life: happier and more positive. And this revelation’s came at a pretty good timing too: Happy Chinese New Year everybody!!

Click! for my new blog –> I Am Not Geeky

Something Impossible

You know what I really want for 2009?

To show the world who I am without worrying about the consequences.

To stop playing mind games. Even at the expense of hurting others’ feelings.

To be able to laugh, smile and cry whole heartedly, without caring about what others think.

I want to live for me before I live for others.

Or is that too selfish of me??

For 2009, I want to be able to yearn for what I want without feeling guilty about it.

If only that was possible.